came from zui's boarding house this pm.
its kinda hard getting used to such a quiet place,
especially when you just came from a place
where loud is the norm,
and nobody complains...
MOST TIMES...
for me, at least.
but there are really times
when you cant help but shut up
for fear of being taken too seriously
or not at all.
or out of delicadeza
or out of spite

but whatever the reason,
you have to ask the question, "why?"
why am i like that?
i know that sometimes
we should shut up,
and i know that i dont
but on other times, why do i still?
but i cant help it
and theyre not helping

im gonna shut up now!