Love Stories

Why do we love to read romance books?

because its so nice to read about romance. Makes the heart tingle.

what more, to see it flourish right before your eyes, to someone close to you?
so heartwarming

klove

am so happy.
Listening to klove online, nice kay paspas cya.

I would like to thank my sponsors, globelines broadband for their cooperation.

did nothing but listen all night to their top20 countdown. hehehehe...
was supposed to set up the wireless network, but gi defer na lang, kay
nice man ang countdown, saun ta man. hehehehe....

nuon, when I tried to setup the wireless network after sa countdown,
di man ghapon diay pwede. 110v ra man cya, then 220 ra man ako power
supply. Need to find an AVR with 110 and 220. Palit na sad. Gasto na
kaayo. Ambot na lang. la na gyud ko cash. leche nga unionbank ha, gi
charge ko twice para sa ako load, then ala pa gyud gi credit. leche na
lang gyud. pero anyway, will survive. Kaya ra lagi ni with the Lord's
help, and a little self control, kaya lagi ni.
June 30 na bitaw sweldo ni cha, then july 5 ang ako. Pero saun, ala ko
gift sa iya bday, hehehehe.... ngita pa diay ko. hehehehe....

anyway, need to walk the dogs.

more soon, i hope.

coming home

I don't know how it goes.
Supposed to go home last June 8.
but was extended.
Have a lot to learn here before I will be effective back home
and lo and behold they extended me.
for 5 frakin' days.
3 days, if you don't count weekends.
what the???
what was I supposed to learn in 3 days???
useless extension
but what can I do???
no one really cares what I say at work anyway.
or they care but don't do a thing.
same difference.
but anyway...
got to go to tenessee
at least.
something fun.
and spend a little more time with new friends
but nothing really good came out of it workwise
don't like to work here anymore.
not in the mood.
I'm in packing mode and I don't want to think about work
I don't know what will happen.
Perhaps I am finally going home on the 13th
God knows.
but I don't
and I'll only find out when it comes
but til then...
I'll just live life as it comes...

and

Oh I don't know.

Updates soon...


when I can.

apologies

Sorry for the last post, I am tired.
But just one last thing,
Is it just me, or am I drifting?
what's the difference in words and actions?
a lot.
and o what a difference it makes.
words are a far cry from reality
and though I like what I hear,
obviously it cannot be seen, nor felt

or am I just over reacting again?
I probably am...
but if I can't trust my instincts, who can I trust?
but who cares anyway?
if somebody doesn't like it, speak up, or go!
but I do care what they think,
cause they are my friends, I'd like to think.
and I don't like to have anyone having anything against me

but obviously I'm not needed.
and I'll only get in the way.
anyway, if they need me, they know where to find me.

but I would still like to apologize
if I may be too harsh
if I can't take what deal out
if I may be too loud
or I may be too quiet
I'm sorry if you understand me
and I'm sorry that you didn't
in any case, I'm sorry.

talk roads

much talk of past and present. and of future plans.
way of the living has been marred by holes, cracks and bends
but the road travels on, don't it?
and still we pass everyday

why?
because its the way we know
and the wonder of where it will lead us pushes us to cross this barren waste

so do we hide these holes with little mounds of dirt, cover them up, to hide them?
in any case, this doesn't diminish the beauty of the destination
just serves to hide the state of the road

but the travelled road means character
and it tells tales of time and experience.

enough with the metaphors.
I'm tired and I want to sleep.
but the talk tonight was fun.
and enlightening.

I still cannot believe the openness of people, both those sharing, and those receiving
but the topic of the story is.... secret!
it was personal, and I'm afraid I cannot break that
but in any case, the past is the past.

it makes up what we used to be, and part of who we could possibly be, but it is not who we are.
and I cannot believe that something non biological such as infidelity could be heriditary
but then again, what do I know? Not a lot I'm sure.
But my mind processess info as they come, and make the best judgement I can make out of it.

how things will end up, I cannot tell.
But hey, nothing.