apologies

Sorry for the last post, I am tired.
But just one last thing,
Is it just me, or am I drifting?
what's the difference in words and actions?
a lot.
and o what a difference it makes.
words are a far cry from reality
and though I like what I hear,
obviously it cannot be seen, nor felt

or am I just over reacting again?
I probably am...
but if I can't trust my instincts, who can I trust?
but who cares anyway?
if somebody doesn't like it, speak up, or go!
but I do care what they think,
cause they are my friends, I'd like to think.
and I don't like to have anyone having anything against me

but obviously I'm not needed.
and I'll only get in the way.
anyway, if they need me, they know where to find me.

but I would still like to apologize
if I may be too harsh
if I can't take what deal out
if I may be too loud
or I may be too quiet
I'm sorry if you understand me
and I'm sorry that you didn't
in any case, I'm sorry.