So sad, so embedding from email does not work.
I wonder if attached images do.
anyway... what has happened so far?
lemme see...
went to CDO last weekend, Ate Ker's wedding, and river rafting!
both fun in their own right.
Bonga ang kasal ni ate ker oi.
Pila kaha ang gasto adto ba...
make's me wonder if kaya ba nako ingon ana nga wedding...
medyo mahal cya, but it would be a nice gift to cha and our families when the time comes.
dapat na lagi gyud mag save oi. nindot unta if maka save for both house and wedding at the same time,
pero mura ug layo ra man na oist.
nag ka lisod man gani ug apas sa bayad sa credit card. tsk tsk tsk.
saun na lang.
pero anyway... have to straighten that out soon.
anyway, after that was river rafting, wasn't too expensive, comparatively.
ni gasto na man gyud ug almost 2K per person para mu adto didto, plus expenses,
sayang if dili na lang lubuson mu puno ug 700 para whitewater rafting, dba?
gisugdan na man gyud!
and it was worth it!
sayang lang ala kaayo pics, ngano ala gadala ug cam, hadlukan man maguba, mao na!
tsk tsk tsk. the opportunities we miss when we walk the straight and narrow roads.
but no use crying over the past, and the things we can't change.
it was great, no matter how you put it,
and bonding moments pud with the family and chacha.
hopefully madayon mi this christmas.
hehehe...
now on with the bad stuff!
so work goes on...
nag kadaghan ako work, saon, hinay man kaayo mu trabaho.
tapulan man gud, then daghan distractions
adding to the fact, that I just don't understand most of what I'm doing.
and I can't decide which ones to prioritize.
It's like I'm caught in an undercurrent and I'm being thrown about in the water
I'm drowning here, and either somebody saves me, or I die on this mirth,
but I don't see the former anywhere close, and I really do not wish to die.
I think I'm gonna have to swim harder,
but sadly, tapulan. I really need to work harder na gyud.
now if the stupid guy that's me would just keep in line,
perhaps I could come out alive...
perhaps...
despite that, the lights still do shine...
adto mi ila mommy rose gahapon, and it was fun...
a breif glimpse of what was in Lex, but still not the same.
and sadly, it will never be.
I'm thankful that for the brief time I had with them in Lex,
it couldn't have been more than a mere 2 months,
little more than a month, in fact,
but still, what happened was as though I've known them for so long
perhaps it could have been more.
Like knowing Ivy, for example, we were in lexington together for almost 2 months,
but I never knew her til yesterday.
weird? To a normal person, yes.
for me, sadly, no!
The shields are still up, as they have always been.
would I have had a far better time were they not there?
most probably.
o the opportunities we miss...
but nothing we can do,
but try to keep it from happening in the future.
but still, it was fun...
and hopefully, it will still be, for a long long time.
but today, we were supposed to meet with my college friends...
saun, la napud nagkasinabot...
ala man klaro sa emails, so ala gyud na dayon.
sayang.
haven't met them in about 5 months...
tsk tsk tsk. busy na gyud ang mga tawo.
ka sad.
la pa gyud ko kasimba ganina.
gi kapoy, ga sakit pa man gud.
tsk tsk tsk...
what a mess.
need to clean up.
maybe, i clean up emotionally and personally as I do when I clean up,
few, but thorough.
maybe, and if so, hopefully soon.

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