doldrums

so what happened?
all in all, it has been a very insightful,
would i guess suffice, few days.
ive learned a lot
things that i should know but didnt
or didnt want to know
no matter, in the end,
ive been through it all
and ive learned
hopefully i shall grow from it,
but i think not
thats wishful thinking
as ropes begin to unravel,
and the wall begins to crumble,
its heartening to know,
that sometimes,
theres something you can hang on to
even for just a while
one problem is solved, as it can be
another remains.
and whats left is harder
as the problem is known only to me
and it is only my problem
one way of solving it
would be to let it go
but its not so simple
when its staring you right in the face
all i can say
is that if i ever did anything wrong
against you or what not
i am truly sorry
and this
i cannot act on which i do not know
tell me