The days and years. the time that has gone.

I think back to a few days ago, when a friend of mine lamented that he feels that he will be a bachelor for life. That coming from a 20 year old chinese who has all the possibilities ahead of him. If thats what he feels, how does he think I should feel? I have never tried anything remotely close to such things. I have no attributes to speak of that will bring me such types of experience.

It brings me to think that what about me? Will I be a bachelor for life? I don't know. maybe that's my destiny. I really don't know anymore. I hope not!


Of love and life

Yesterday, we had a class in psychology. And we had a discussion about, of all things, love. I was kind of sleepy at first [understatement, really. I fell asleep!]. One of the points being discussed was that love can be viewed in terms of walls of defences, and falling in love means that these walls are falling down. I can't say I fully believe in this, but if it were so, then my walls have fallen. And in this case, why am I still on the defensive? But in any case, I can use that analogy on her. She has walls and pillars that I cannot cross.

"Love is the will to extend one's self for the purpose of nurturing one's own or another's spiritual growth." This is the fullest definition of love that I have seen. THIS is my meaning of love.

Ingon ako friend na c pretty tis, love for her is like a bubblegum, kung mupilit, makaboang! hehe....alay sense noh?!

Anyway, I can't think further in this situation. Na unya makabasa sa akong mga drafts. Daghan raba na sulod nga, lets just say, "personal" nya naa baya atriba sa ako tupad na c pretty tis....