paradox and irony

My life is an anthology of chances, choices and mistakes. Whatever I do, feel, say or think, I never really know the outcome of it all until it happens, when it is all too late to do anything [or even if it is possible to do something, it would be rather difficult and tiring so in any case, it is impossible none the less. I mean, me? work? Oxymoron! Whatever...].

Everything I do, no matter the best of intentions, whether they be for the good of society, or ourselves, is truly unsure, uncertain, and indefinite, until such time when I know the outcome, which is ussually bad. Or maybe I'm just babbling.

Could it be that am just so negative? It may be that my life is the best in the world, that I am blessed beyond all others, that I have everything anyone asks for in life, and I am just too blind to see it. Perhaps! But it still doesn't change the fact that i feel miserable. And why is that, you ask? I don't know. You tell me! If you have read this entire site, you can see that I have absolutely no claim of understanding my life so far. I don't know what I did yesterday. I don't know what I will do today. And I really don't know what happens tomorrow.

I talk too much!


To my adoring fans! :)

I know you people have read what I posted a few days ago. And I would just like to say this, no matter how you aggravate, agitate, annoy, bother, beleaguer, disturb, exasperate, frustrate, harass, infuriate, irritate, pester, trouble, upset, ... where was I? I will never tell you anything! -insert evil laugh here-

Thanks for your inputs people!

For preli go.

Ngano preli go naman sad na? what happened to preli_g and preli_cute? Is this one and the same person? Proof please! I need irrefutable evidence. i know you were in highschool a few months ago. For your 10 year Alumni Reunion! Asa ka pa day!

If you ever find the author of the poem, ingna ko! :)

TC pipol!