parties
much as i love to sing with all my heart frantically off-key, i really feel that it should be done in limited places only, eg. close friends, family, et al.
i'm tired of bullshit so let me get this out straight and clear, the christmas party was crap! we came late, the food was lacking, the entertainment was unenjoyable, for me, at least. but what really got to me was the crowd. i guess, from this evening, that i don't really like my cousins and their company that much. there always seems to be a feeling of... i don't know the term, not ka-ulaw, but more of ka-ikog. its maybe that these people are older, and i can't really get along with them, granting that i already have enough problems relating to people my age but i guess its simply that i don't like relating with them. i find them too hard, too city grown. and that being the case, i guess i'll just sing on my own.
God, i miss wao already.