euphoria n. (1)a feeling of great happiness or well being. (2) a feeling of great, ussually exagerated elation.
i think euphoria should have been moved to sometime after finals, to match the feeling of great joy that we all feel after having done with this year, whether or not badly. but then again, no one would come so anyway...
i was not euphoric at euphoria. in fact, i was kinda melancholic. as usual, for the same reasons. my euphoria came into the night. and it has continued to this day. i am still in my state of euphoria. i dont know why i am still this way. i dont know what tomorrow brings but i will be remembering for a while this state i am in, when despite of my monumental problems, i have achieved to be happy, and stayed that way for at least a few days. this is so unlike my late self. perhaps tomorrow, i will be moody again. perhaps i will be sad. but for even this short amount of time, i was happy. and that is all that matters, euphoria.
its the little things that matter to me. they really do.
its just the feeling that comes when the night wind blows. something like those excursions that we took with my neighbors, a few years back, or the going home trips with the people a while ago. it was fun, in more ways than one. god i miss those days.
people are so serious now. before, we had outings every sem or so. now, its more of food and malls. theres really not much time for trips anymore. and these trips are always the most memorable.
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