summer is at long last here. days of tranquil restiveness. days reserved for nothing but leisure and laying back, most of the time anyway.

but that was then. now is a different story. yesterday, i would have told you of my carefree summer plans. i would have talked of better days to come. but again, that was yesterday, and today is a whole new day. a glooming peace enveloped the day. the sun refused to show his welcome light upon this dreary day, but it was all the more fitting to the sadness that befell me. i realize now, that despite by efforts, i may have to retake ee21 this summer.
in better circumstances, it would have been somewhat acceptable, true, i may still be sad and troubled, but i would have been fine afterward knowing that i could do nothing about it. but this was different. i did do something about it. i studied the subject for three freakin days. i was adept at solving the problems upto the topics that we discussed. for what? for an exam that exceeded the coverage of our lesson. for his usual end of sem torment of masked as an exam. and with his taunting smile. fuck him! he isnt worth my time.
he is not worth ranting about. i will act calmly and rationally. i will see the positive side in all this. like how i will no longer be bored in the summer. like how i will have an allowance. like how i will be spared from work at home. what else? there must be more.
but that is all a lie. it is sad to fail. especially when it comes unexpectedly. i really thought that i would ace this test. and i would have too, had he stuck with the coverage. stupid git of a stupid teacher. with your stupid lousy ideologisms and so called principles that you bent according to your whims and whams. you are nothing but a self egotistic, conceited braggart who enjoys tormenting he poor unfortunate souls that happen to pass by your hands. you mask in your principles your true character of prudeness and evil. anyway, you are not worth my time. i would rather take this subject again and again than beg you for grades. i would sooner drop from school than subject myself to your mercy. you are not my keeper, and i take no quarter from you. to hell with you, you vile insolent bastard! i am so much more than you in more ways than you can imagine. i dont need you. i hate you! i hate you!