this is it.
the last leg of this so called best semester of my college life. i mean, pilot class?! come on! i just can't wait for this hell to be over. what you learn in school really depends on your teacher, right? if the teacher doesn't know a thing, or doesn't know how to teach, then woe to the students, for they won't get very far. imagine my classes. a techer who was not there for half the sem, the ridiculously impossible psychopath, the mute fairy, the halfling who turned into the grinchette??? the prejudicial juror, the student-teacher. all i can say is that it had its ups and downs. but if you take the fourier transform of the sine-cosine equation of happiness against time, you could derive a line asymtotic to the horizontal with but minute variance in signal. whatever!
and so we must face this last step before were finally free of this sufferance. this lat week will be the test of our capacity to cram the length of a sem into one single week. but that is easy, after all, there's always next sem. and summer, and next year. there's always next time. it is not the end. and after all, how sure are we to fail, isn't that a bit pessimistic? who is to say that they've learned nothing this entire time? there should be at least a trace of knowledge that seeped into our skulls at one point or another right??? right??? but as usual, we must take it all in stride. there's no use worrying. worrying only gets you down, breaking your concentrtion, thus bringing you down further. and what would worry accomplish? if you ask me, its better just to let it go. just do what you can do at that moment in time. the rest is up to the gods in the heavens, or what, depending on your religion. leave tomorrow to tomorrow, and should time comes that life would be bitter, then swallow it all with just a spoonful of sugar. or maybe im just making an excuse for not studying?! maybe. but still, whatever. jsut live life as it comes. there's is really little use to plan. the probability that thigs will go awry is always 1, or close to it. if things go wrong, fine. whatever happens, fine. such is life.
with everyday, we come a day closer to freedom, to some its in a few days, to others, more, to mine, in a while. but things will happen, believe me. the doors will be broken, and we will be set free.






summer, here we come!!!!!!!!