Talking to myself

I will not talk because there is nothing to discuss. All i have is an infatuation and a crush, nothing more. these kinds of things are not worth seriously talking about unless there is a planned response or course of action to such feelings. then it merits discussion. it is only then that others may be affected and other opinions may be consulted. but it is not the case and i feel it can never be so. but if then that is the case, why do i feel like talking about it??? i really can't understand myself. i'm funny sometimes.