there is little difference between opposites i suppose
this i learned from one of my favorite philosophers

how do you stop yourself
from doing something that you know to be bad
when your only other option
is something which you dont wish to happen
something that you know nothing of?

how do you make yourself try
to change your status in life
when you know that there
is never really any assurance?

there is never any assurance.
and so how can i make a choice.
so will it be forever that i must stick to my third option
that which, to do nothing?

perhaps.
icant decide.