this blog was initially designed as an outlet for my un exploited thoughts. but lately i have foud that my thoughs oft become to private, even for this blog. so, i have decided tht another outlet must be found. the search for a human outlet is, i find too taxing. and so, despite that i can only log in to this site for a limited time, i would rather try to find another avenue in this form. in simple words, i have a new blog people! this time, its private. hehehe...